HER DIARY:
Tonight, I feel something is really wrong, my husband is acting very
strange, very distant. We had made plans to meet at a bar to have a drink
after spending the day apart. I was shopping with my friends all day long,
so I thought he was upset at the fact that I was a bit late, but he made no
comment on it. Conversation wasn't flowing, so I suggested that we go
somewhere quiet so we could talk. He agreed, but he really didn't say
much. I asked him what was wrong; he said, Nothing." I asked him if it was
my fault that he was upset. He said he wasn't upset, that it had nothing
to do with me, and not to worry about it. On the way home, I told him that
I loved him. He smiled slightly, but just kept driving. I can't explain
his behavior. I don't know why he didn't say, "I love you, too." When we
got home, I felt as if I had lost him completely, as if he wanted nothing
to do with me anymore. He just sat there quietly in front of the TV. He
continued to seem distant and absent the rest of the night. Finally, with
silence all around us, I decided to go to bed. About 30 minutes later, he
came to bed. To my surprise, he responded to my caress, and we made love.
But I still felt that he was distracted, and his thoughts were somewhere
else. He rolled over and fell asleep - I cried. I don't know what to
do.
I'm almost sure that his thoughts are with someone else. My life is a
disaster.
HIS DIARY:
Missed a huge Buck this morning, but at least I got laid.
