Daniel,
Wow...you just educated me big-time.
Amazingly, it's only been about a couple of weeks since I saw Fight Club for the first time. It immediately became a "must-have" DVD, and went to the top of the list.
And while I only partially caught that quote the first time through as a part of the larger impact the movie had on me, it really explains alot.
I really share the feeling of the culture having shifted and left us behind in a way.
I graduated from college in '85 with a degree in Journalism/PR, and yeah, University Admin and the placement office all gave us the "you are the leaders of the future" kiss and a promise...
Subsequently, I spent a dozen years flailing around in relatively low-paying sales, marketing, and customer service type jobs before ever really getting any traction in a career (if you can call it that)...and that career happened by me stumbling in to IT through the back door.
I guess I never found a target to blame for my seeming lack of success other than myself.
Being in/around sales, I spent literally thousands of dollars with Franklin-Covey, Nightingale-Conant, PMA (positive mental attitude) motivational teaching tapes and seminars, thinking that if I was just a little more efficient, effective, productive and positive, the heavens would open up and I would be on the cover of one of the magazines I subscribed to: Inc, Success, Entrepreneur, Forbes, etc.
Post WWII, a college degree was almost a guarantee of a higher standard of success, and a ticket to an address on a street in Pleasantville.
In '85 (pre-Microsoft and WWW), we still wanted to believe that. Some of us...SOME...may have made it to some level of that success.
By '95, people with master's degrees were tending bar and serving my food at Applebee's.
By '05, You just about gotta have a Bachelor's to even work in the warehouse.
The landscape has certainly changed.
Sea Level (headed by musical visionary Chuck Leavell, who's been a member of The Allman Brothers, Eric Clapton's band, and is now touring as the Rolling Stone's keyboardist) once had a song called "That's Your Secret", and the lyrics included a line that said "I'm costantly amazed by the cards I'm dealt"...
For a hell of a long time as an adult, that line ran through my head, with me asking "what am I missing? am I not working hard enough? am I not praying hard enough? am I not ruthless enough? WTF!?!?!?"
And I guess when I finally learned to slow down and enjoy the journey instead of dying for the destination (a favorite quote: "life is not a race, it's more like a slow dance...the goal is to enjoy the moment, not for it to be over."), I was too doggone tired and spent to be angry & P.O'd, AND still get up and fight the fight day after day on behalf of my growing family.
"So you run and you run to catch up with the sun but it's sinking
Racing around to come up behind you again.
The sun is the same in a relative way but you're older,
Shorter of breath and one day closer to death.
Every year is getting shorter never seem to find the time.
Plans that either come to naught or half a page of scribbled lines
Hanging on in quiet desperation is the English way
The time is gone, the song is over,
Thought I'd something more to say."
Guess maybe I OUGHT to be a little more depressed and P.O.'d!
Quick-- somebody get me a Nirvana CD!