I don't know if I could watch it. Every funeral I attended, it tore my guts out. Each and every time when I looked into the eyes of a wife, child or parent of a fellow soldier, I'd see "Why are you alive and he's dead? He had so much ahead of him. Why him?" Worse, none of them said it or probably even thought it. They'd always be so nice and polite. Most of the time, they'd end up trying to make us feel better...