New Reloader, I know the feeling. The same week I bought 9mm reloading dies, I purchased a few thousand 125gr JHP off Ebay (back when you could still buy bullets and brass off Ebay). I developed buyer's remorse soon after placing the winning bid. I later found them to be manufactured by Zero and very decent quality. Today, I'm still pleased with the purchase as I still have a few hundred left that I reload now and then.