Thanks for all the kind words and support everyone !
Each of the ex-smokers that posted said at least one thing that hit home for me:
Cyeager , darn if I don't forget that I don't smoke sometimes , walk out after a meal and slap my pocket and then it hits , oh yeah I don't smoke anymore !
280 , that first one in the morning is the one I still want every day , I found ways to work around the others but that first one is a bear. But hey the nicotine is gone after 3wks so I'm just fighting my demons now.
Ragged , hunger definately trips the trigger , seems you could postpone the hunger pangs with a smoke more than I realised , no wonder people gain weight when they quit, now I postpone it with liquids , water or soda rather than munching something once an hour.
People smoking around me is ok , in fact it lets me see and smell what I used to look like which reinforces my decision.
Thanks again all
Ray