true that, i'm stuck in a dark room without the pills(sometimes with them ). but really, i have came to believe that no one should be suffering when there is a drug that will keep them from it . at least give them the choice and don't think less of them for there choice(whether or not they take the meds).
i think the issue here is not taking drugs that are working, but the issue with overmedication making things worse instead of better.
for weeks, katie was almost bedridden. before she went on any drugs, she was in some pain from her joints but functional. the day she started the drugs, she was not always in pain from her joints, but completly nonfuntioncal. she could barely get out of bed, she spent most her time out of bed in front of the toliet chucking anything in her stomach up. and when she would drag herself to work (strong work ethic in this family and they will work even when anyone else would say to hell with this) she was misreable and barely able to do anything. and this was with several diffrent medication proticals.
she was in such bad shape that she refused to take the drugs. once she stopped, the joint pain came back, but she was better off.
she decided to try finding a solution in the non traditional sphere and actually had it work. with a really strict diet, she can manage her symtoms and be functional (well, except the caffine ban kinda has screwed up her mood in the mornings
but cranky katie in the morning is better then sick as a dog katie so...).
the doctors would have medicated her into her grave. i think the only reason she's not dead or hospitalised right now is because she took the initiative and got off the drugs.